The minute of inspiration

When your heart is full of inspiration I guess is the best feeling ever... And now I feel it as never.
I've posted several notes about my internship here, about conditions, work, etc, but I didnt talk about my feelings yet, I guess because its really difficult to describe them clearly.
First 2 weeks were weeks of discovering, you should adapt to your new life, to get use to your new role (not only in AIESEC, but your new life role).I cant say that it was very hard for me, it wasnt, the only difficult thing was to believe that it has happened and now time to fulfill all dreams, to be the person you want to be, to act according to your values and principles, to bring a difference to smb's life.
I was waiting for it for too long, thats why always I am full with the feeling of happiness and satisfaction and the period of adaptation passed so easy and fast. From the beginning I felt that I am at home, not that I m in UA, because everything is different, but very comfortable, safe and happy.
I decided to be thanksful for each moment even if it was not pleasant. It is an experience that I gain here. To be honest I had only 2 such cases here, but I am greatful for them, because I've learnt a lot and actually understood that I can react calmly in difficult situations and that i m not panicing but searching for the solution. I liked it a lot.
As for the past 2 weeks.. I cant even express how powerfull is the motivation inside of me. I can feel it and I can just show it with my emotions. That is the moment of total inspiration - everyday and every single moment.
You know, it is really awesome feeling of freedom, when you do only what you want and what you think is correct. You shouldnt care about ppl who are judging you, because there are no actually. You dont feel press of your family or sociaty, you dont feel yourself guilty because you are not fulfilling somebody's goals or views. You just live your own life in that way you see or you feel it. I am pleased... And I will do what I was dreaming about, what I feel I can do the best and what makes me satisfied.
As always we are trying to set some goals and all the time we want to be happy, so right now I am totally HAPPY and the only thing that I want to do more is just to share this happiness with other ppl and to help them to reach their dreams.