Fears and opportunities

Today I had a weird dream, as I thought first, but then I started to think and analyse. Actually I am not a person who believes in symbolic dreams and this kind of stuff, but probably right now I need some extra motivation and encouragement, so I decided to remember the details.

So mainly the dream was quite short, at least what I remembered.

We were near the seaside with one of my friends. We were near the Meditterenian Sea, so that means that we are in Turkey, coz I m not planning to go to other country near the Medetterenian. Sea was sooo clean and transparent, but at the same time sooo deep. I imagine it as my life in TR - it is so happy and exciting, but at the same time I dont know what to ecpect further in its depth. I remember my thoughts - I wanted to dive, but I was afraid that I cant swim. actually I can swim a bit but cant go deep because of my fear and I didnt practise a lot actually in swimming. So the same is now with me - I want to change and to dive into real turkish life, but I am afraid that I dont have enough experience in this or that sphere or I wont be able to do it wothout anyone's help. I am very confident and persistent, but sometimes I can lose my faith.

Anyway in my dream I did it - firstly I was afraid a bit, but then I was swimming freely in the sea and felt so big relief and happiness. So I really hope that I will do that and succeed.

So lets dive!