Summer in turkish style

August...

The last month of summer brought me several different surprises, life lessons and lots of fun.

Cant stop thinking a lot though. I m becoming the person of thoughts but not actions and I dont like it at all. As I was telling before Turkey spoiled me a lot.

So what changed, what happened and how do I feel. Cant say that everything was perfect all the time, not counting of self lies.

The most important that should be now in my life - my work. I really start to like it a lot. I m still in process of learning and observing, but the work seems what i was looking for exactly. As I told before the company I really like, during these 2 months nothing changed, I still like the atmosphere here, I love ppl here and everything around. This is a place I miss and I really wanna come all the time. What can be better when you love your job. But still looking forward to working more and more.

Thanks to this I went to the country I ve never thought to visit in nearest future - Morocco.

 I wanted so much, but it seemed impossible, I met my good friend Adnane, whom I couldnt say good bye in Turkey, so this is how life goes, you never expect things to happen, but if the people are really right ones, the life will connect you somehow again. So thank u my dear friend for great time and sighseeing.

I didnt have too much time to see the country, but for sure I have the image of the people and around there. This country is really different from what i saw in Ukraine and what I am experiencing in Turkey. I dont wanna say that but unfortunately the country is more poor than UA or TR. So no need to complain any more about Ukraine, coz we really have good life there.

So my first business trip was good and useful.

My home. It needs the separate page in my future book (I definitely have to write one). I was telling it - I m really living in the movie. You cant imagine what experience I live, I couldnt ever imagine that it will happen with me and around me. My life before seemed so simple and real. But now things have changed. My life reminds me a Brazilian series, in our case its endless turkish soap opera. With all those love adventures, dramas, fights, travellings, OMG, you cant imagine it. Living with such different people is also amazing experience, but I love it, as I love those crazy ppl i m sharing my life with. They will have a separate chapters in my book definitely. Dida, Yota, Zied and our "homeless guests" :)

Dida - out of all stereotypes tunisian girl, extremely brave, direct and cute. Will be good wife for sure, but... I think same as her food - veeeery spicy, lol (Dida, u know what i m talking about :) I can tell about her a lot, but will leave it for the book.. :)

Yota - very special greek girl, confidence, strenght combining with very kind and sensitive nature. Great friend to share and to have fun with, also playing the main role in our drama stories.

Zied - the man in the house, tunisian man, person we rely on now and having fun with, i donno how is his life with 3 crazy girls, but we love our life with him, he makes us think sometimes :)

Our "guests" who are not really guests already - Asia - involved in love adventures stories, great almost Ukrainian girl with whom we share great moments especially after holiday time.

And of course some innocent people with whom we are enjoying to spend our time (luckily not involved directly into our dramas :) - Ukrainian - spanish boy Oleg, our hot mexican Pancho, I think the only serious person japanese guy Hide (but i m still not sure :), my lovely brother Kivanc and some other turkish - foreign people who are visiting us and making our life enjoyable.

If somebody looks at us - he can easily say that our life is so great and easy, enjoyable and full of fun, as they like to say in Turkey - Hayat sana guzel, but nobody knows the details and difficulties of our lives. Of course, it is enjoyable, full of fun, great, but because we are trying to make it from what we have. Actually we have a lot - we have each other, we have our friends and we have lots of potential and ambitions. if somebody says that life abroad is easy - i can say him **** you know what. It is extremely difficult, starting with managing your finance finishing with dissapionting in ppl. Still you feel different mentality for sure. But this is how life is. And we made this choice, nobody pushed us, nobody told us what to do. For my parents and friends of course its better to see me in Ukraine, but I truly belive that I m going the right way following my dreams, my childs ambitions.

Even though I m becoming wrong, lazy and sometimes dont wanna see the reality, but the main thing is that its MY way and only me who is deciding where to turn next moment. Absolute freedom in all actions and decisions - this is my value, not sitting in one place, risking and and facing the challenge.

Sometimes I really feel like settling down, something really serious and "adult", not like our constant parties and outings, adventures and travellings, but maybe everything will come when its proper time, just not right time, maybe not right place, maybe not right me...