Some events of new 2013

I was re-reading my old posts and I was thinking - How good that I noted some events and some feelings of the past that helped me to review some things now... So I want to mention what happened to me during last several months that helped me to come to the place where I am now...
All the story started on 19th of December 2012 when I was in the plane leaving Turkey not even knowing if I ever come back.. There were so many reasons to return, so many people, and so many feelings that made me crazy with the thought that i can lose everything so easily... I wanted to visit my country and my family and my friends, but you understand that the life I have here, in Turkey, is already my new life, real life, that I couldnt just throw away and to change in one moment.. So with this kind of thoughts I landed in Ukraine..
Then unbearable 2 months of waiting...
I agree, thanks to my family and my friends, I had good time at home (sometimes I get confuse where to call home, so now I have 2 homes)... first 3 weeks were really great, but after i got depressed and was in the state of just waiting - One more week, ok, next week for sure, one more week and I will get it.. like this 5 weeks more past.. Thanks to my dear girls and friends in Bursa who waited me and encouraged every day, thanks to my love, who supported me and believed that I come back soon, I finally got the answer and got the visa. I had lots of problems later, but its not that much important now, coz we have the result, and the main thing is my gratefulness to the best parents in the world, who despite of all difficulties they had at that moment  helped me to come back to Turkey, even though they didnt want me to go, understanding that I m happy there.
So after 2 months of waiting with open heart and excited eyes I landed in Ataturk International Airport.
After - friends, meetings, love, excitement... new dramas.. new events.. new life... I realized something when I was far away from everything here... I changed my life view... I filtered some people from my life coz I understood what is really important and who is really important...
Then just came back to routine... work.. home.. rare outings.. friends.. my crazy man.. but everything improved in the most important sphere of my life... something that i waited for, I tried to create, finally became as I wanted it to be... really patience is granted... Insallah it will only become better and better..