Bright moments, new feelings and huge challenges of March...

Spring always brings us so different emotions and feelings. I guess many people had this spring-coming depression. So do I. Mainly because of the uncertainty, hanging in the air staying in Turkey and some other things that made me feel uncomfortable and sad.
So my sixth month of staying in Turkey.. It was difficult, really dfficult, mainly because I was trying to find all possible and impossible ways to stay. I cant even remember the events that happened to me in the beginning of the month, so no need to push my brain too much, its a bit tired already. Actualy as always the brightest part of the month was people that made me happy with their presence in my life. I donno how far my life will turn next month, what will happen and where will it take me, but just now I want to leave a mark about these people here as it is very difficult for me to express my feelings in real.
Gulay - I am very sad that I had to leave you. I havent met such an amazing person as you before, you became my sister and you always will be for me. Thank you so much for your constant care, your concern and crazy ideas. I miss you already and you have a special place in my heart. Remember, if someday you need smth, you can just call me or e-mail wherever I am. You deserve the best man in the world and the happiest life.
Ozcan - I am very happy to meet you. You are the person who makes me smile and laugh and that is the most important thing for me. Thank you for your support and care and those crazy, funny and wonderful moments. I guess it would be unbearable to stand those difficult times without you. I know that all the time you help me, but I will be very happy if I can pay you back for this one day. Sorry that sometimes I cant express it to you, but I am happy to have you in my life.
Adnane - just extremely wonderful person and amazing friend. Thank you, my dear, for your support, for your advice, for your share. I am happy to know that I can rely on you, even when I dont have place to sleep or anything else, you help me. Everytime when you need I am your friend and can support. I appreciate that you listen to me and we can speak about everything. You will reach your success and will be extremely happy. I am sure.
Fati, Sorokina i Vika - sorry for writing about you all at once, but I guess you know everything even without it. Just wanted to mention you because you ve made my March in Turkey the best time. I was so extremely happy to see you here and to host you. Fati and Sorokina - we had a really best EB team, I love you so much and our friendship is the best result of our work together. Vika - our lovely child, you grew up and I am very happy that we ve become friends. I love you girls and miss you already. I am sure we will meet soon again - Turkey, Ukraine or wherever, its not important.
Dani - we havent met for almost 3 years already, but you should know that I love you very much. You are the best friend in the world. Thank you so much for your care, for your words, for just being the closest person even being thousands kilometres away. When I feel sad and depressed you are always with me. I want you to know, that whatever happens, whenever we meet again, I am your best friend and will do everything for you. I pray for your dream to fulfill asap. And I am sure very soon you will enjoy the beauty of Europe. Maybe see you around there...
Selcuk - my hard-working student. Thank you so much for nice coffee talks and your constant coming to my lessons. You are great person, very kind and funny. Keep learning English and striving for your goals. I am sure very soon you will meet a girl of your dreams, just stay the way you are.
Ozzy - zayka :) Now I understand why guys in Odessa love you so much. You are wonderful friend. I enjoyed learning turkish swear words (very creative) and your russian is just so positive and perfect. Thank you for your help and making me comfortable here. I enjoy our funny meetings. I am sure you will get the job that you deserve, just a little bit of patience and persistance. You are professional and you can do it.
Irem and Seynur - I realy wanted to write about you here. I enjoy our lessons and happy to have such "work" friends :) I appreaciate a lot that you are so open and honest with me. And with you I dont feel that I m in different country. Thank you for your care, interest and just funny time together. I hope we will keep in touch even when I leave Presmetal.
Laura - we had a really productive and efficient time here :) I am very glad that I know you and we spent these 6 months together. I know that you are leaving soon, and I wanted to say you thank you for sharing some really boring moments, sometimes busy, sometimes even funny. And thank you for supporting and beaing a perfect colleague. I wish health and happiness to you and your baby :)
Alper - I really enjoyed your stories and park times. Thank you for funny moments and practising turkish with me. You are nice friend and amazing person. I wish you a perfect time in England. I hope this trip will bring you what you expect and make you happy. Be careful and have fun there.

And of course one of the main person whom I havent mentioned yet. The person I love so much, the person I miss so badly. The closest person in the world and my pride - my brother Ismet. I am so proud that you got this position and I am sure that you will be the best Vice-president, I hope you will be better than me. Just keep going your way, strive for your goals and know that I will do everything to help you in this. I promise we will deal with everything and we will make our parents happy. Love you!

There are also many other people I want to mention, but I guess it will be different post. Sorry if this one is a bit sad, but just the end of March was somehow like this.
Even when I feel so depressed, positiveness will always live inside of me and I am sure that everything will be fine eventually. I believe that only WONDERFUL things can happen with good people.
Lets see what April will bring us.. my favourite month in a year.